Do as you please, because i will...
La fantasía de un cuento, un sueño o un deseo nunca se comparará a la pura, triste, dura y en ocasiones bellísima realidad, esta es la historia, no como sucedió en realidad, sino de como la recuerdo...

...I am what I am...

By Unknown
Oh but listen and think when I say it: Who makes you feel the way that I make you feel, who loves you and knows you the way I do, who touches you and holds you quite like I do? I know you think that I shouldn't still like you, or tell you that, but if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it; Where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder, but I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender, there will be no white flag above my door.

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again, and that I caused but nothing but trouble. I understand if you can't talk to me again; and if you live by the rules of "It's over" I'm sure that that makes sense. And when we meet, as I'm sure we will, all that was then will be there still. I'll let it pass and hold my tongue, and you will think that I've moved on.

I never stick around quite long enough to make it, so I apologize that once again I'm not in love, but it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking. It's just a thought, only a thought. Well I deserve nothing more than I get while my heart is a shield that I won't let down. While I am so afraid to fail, I won't even try. How can I say I'm alive?

The crown you've placed upon my head feels too heavy now and I don't know what to say to you , but I'll smile anyhow and all the time I'm thinking and thinking...

I didn't hear you leave; I wonder how am I still here and I don't want to move a thing becuase it might change my memory. Oh I am what I am, I do what I want, but I can't hide and I won't go, I won't sleep; I can't breathe until you're resting here with me. I don't want to call my friends, becuase they might wake me from this dream and I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been.


estado: sad


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