Tell me which one am i? I know the counter is moving nonstop, but still mine should not be far away. Can you recognize it? Can you tell me if it was not a setup? i know how it fells being one in time, and none right now. Still that doesnt matter, no one cares, i dont care, and you dont either. Were we deceived? Probably not, we both made our decisions, and whats bothering me right now, its no the outcome, its the fact i was right, even tho i wish i wasnt. Being right is bitter if you cant enjoy the taste next to someone you care about. Is not being left behind, its knowing we once where as important as the ones after me, as important as the footprint behind us, as important as the one will come next. Looking for it is exciting, but after staring at it for a while becomes clear why its just like any other, why we are like any others. In a sad Grey world there was once a bright happy light, then we left, and took only sand with us, and a picture of our footprints, to remember how every step we take leaves a new one, and how each time that happens, the possibilities of ours remaining through time diminishes. Each step forward is a step backwards. Soon there will be no notion of back, of past, only a warm feeling telling us that we have been here before, and thats ok. Care to take walk on the moon? I'll walk to your side, dont worry. When the night falls in, we will have the entire universe and its starts just for us, then you can pick yours, just like i have picked mine. Soon after, we shall say goodbye and head our own way.
I once asked: "You dont believe me, do you? Well i believe you, i trust you, i have no reason not to, all i can do is trust you and if you lie, i will eventually realize i should have not trusted you in a first place, but right now am confident that this is real, so here is the truth..."